HollyJacqueline

I'm convinced I'm going to hell because I shone a laser pointer at a priests nipples during a school wide mandatory mass. (I'm clearly not religious.)

I kind of hate myself for fucking up this school year just so I could talk to a boy.. All I got done was F2S, Religion 15, French 10 and Science 10. Now I have to do Social 10 & 11, Science 11, Math 10 & 11 and English 11. Not to mention the madatory Religion 25 course and French 11.

I'm associated with an anti-suicide program, I help convince people that are my age that suicide is wrong, I tell people that their lives are beautiful and worth living and I help a teen suicide group. but 80% of the time I have the same thoughts that they do. I wonder what it would be like if I wasn't here anymore. Hypocritical right?